long journey to go :)

so this is budak poyos. her nme is nana mamamia r u can call her ibu na! bhahaaha

now idont care abt anythg. i juz thnk of myself,myfamily,mystdy, mypersonal,mylove.n the one myALLAH.

yess. im very bored, im feel lonely.everyday,everytime,evryminute,everyscond.:( 

where are all gone..all left me alone..

i hope i get oneof the plce in u or matrix. im very2 hope.yeahh.prayyy!

so juz to say those words. erm bye. asslamualaikumm.:)

you leave me! :(

alohaa..
so sad u know..
abg dh la p mtrik dhh,,
kwn2 byk dh p stdy..
tp aku? bla?
cdehh bangang!
yeah, aku dpt politeknik..
at first bley tarik nfas legalahh dpt jgk kann...but at las bla cek dpt ktna...dip ukur bahan..
KOTA KINABALU,SABAH! oh goshh!huhu
now..aku going maD!
errrr...matrik rsult this 2nd jun..n upu wht i read from maklumat yg ada in julai..wht?? hahh.
so how? ergghh
nasib2..but myb ada hikmah suma niee.aku yakin ALLAH sntiasa ada n beri yg tbaik utk aku..aminnn.
skg aku hanya perlu bnyk berdoa..ALLAH ja yg akn bntu aku trima n bwt kputusan yg tbaek utk dri aku n msa dpn aku. tehn family aku yg sll support..n sygku abg..thnks suma smngt yg abg bg slma bby down nie..bby doa abg bjaya n capai impian kta..:)) iloveu olls..mmuuahh.
so now..keep praying..:)
doakanlah utk akuu..

so..bye..peace..asslamualaikumm! :)

pray 4 me :)

my love, abgku muhaimin :)

MINA

kenangn semalam. miss tht so much! n iloveu!

nie lahh kenangn tme bucuk n wangi kuar yaa..hha

so, it was 1 year 1 month n  bla3 la kan..
MIN N NANA - MINA-
hehee.so the nice nme mina was given by my frends lahh. kwn2 agogo kt astech.hahh.miss them.mmuah3.
now..i think i want to recall all our memories from 1 april 2o1o till todayy..the love,the happiness, hahh.so sweet. ;)

kta stat from we got couple.
ermmmmmmmmmmmmm..
atceli in 2009..i didnt know him. myb pnah nmpk lahh. tp wt ttw ja lahh.haha
bila nk stat cti skolah tuu, wht i still rmember  is when aainaa n me p dkt kwsn km lahh bdk sc pertanian kan. p tgk kbun km. so at tht tme. aku sgt lahh tkjutt bla ada group llki kt citu.
wt ttw ja kann.just chill kta orgg.wahh.hha. although aku mlu la jgkk lki rme2 nehh.hha
n tht tme ada la a guy tuh n i think his frend lahh. said 2 me " shazana, abd muhaimin KM1 kirim salam"
haa? wht? dlm hati said lahh.haha. sgt tkjutt bangang.
pastu aku mmg xtoleh lgsung lahh.just go straight wth aina.n aina pon tkjut lahh.
aku rsa cm nk lari jaa. aku kn pemaluu. ceriouus oke. but..wt dno jaa.
n aku pon xpk ppa. xheran lahh krim2 slamm. n  aku xjwb lg slam dy lahh.bru igt..waalaikumsalamm.HAHA.
err, pastu aku tnya la kwn laki clss aku..aku tnya la spa muhaimin km1 kan.then diorg terg lahh.aku bkn knal ponn.mka pon ttw.hha. so whtever lahh.

2010..okay. aku mmg xnk dh bcintaa kn.rsa nk fkus ja stdy spm tuhh
tp kta org..hangat2 taik ayam ja.coihhhhhh.
1 more thing.form 5 block class of KM n AGRI stdents are the sme.whoaa.but aku xpk ponn psai dy.
soo, stat stdy knonnya..rsa bebaslahh. jmpa spa2 pon syum jaa. bkn mnggoda, tp awek muda.hha
then aku ngn geng2 aku stat perasan ada la kan mamat2 kt clss KM1 tuhh. nma dpa hanis n muhaimin tuu.hha
mmg my geng jmpa dpa jlan mst kutuk lahh. bajet gla weyyyy!!hahahaha
pnya la kan cdap mngata kt dpaa. pastu..aku perasn budak laki yg nma dy muhaimin tuuu dk tgk akuu.
elehhh, nk tgur xberani bang..tgk dr jauh ja lahh kan.hhha
then aku segan pon ada. dy tgk xcover.aku  pasan malulahh.huhuhu
hahha. tp aku mmg wt tak nmpk jaa. tdk perasaan lah ktakan..hee
okay. then tme rehat, aku n oren p lahh block f4 tme km 4ag dlu.
aku nmpk la dy n kwn dy.aku mmg cuba nk lari dr jalan kt tgga sbb aku nmpk dpa kt tgga.
aku ajak oren trun belah lainn. kn aku segan ngn laki.hhe
pstu xdn nk trun tgga 1 lg, tgk dy dh trun ngn ken dy. dlm hti kta alhamdulilah.hha.oren xtw.mmg aku xgtw spa lahh psai si muhaimin tuu kja tgk aku.t dpa kta aku perasan plak..hha
then xplah..igt dh tlepas..tgk2 dpn kios tuu dpa dk ada lg..
hahaha.mmg xbley lari lah kan..aku pon jln wt ttw lahh.pstu ada la kwn dy laki tu said " shazana, muhaimin suka kt hg." whoaa..skali lg..hahaah..
saat tu lahh aku rsa nk bkenalan lah ngn dy..tp as a frend lahh
aku pon blek clss lg..tnya kwn aku amer..aku tnya la mcm2 psal min nie..
mmg hati rsa nk knal dy lahh.ceyyyy.heee
pstu aku gtw ja amer tu..klo nk kwn ley laa ngn muhaimin tu kan.
xsgka la dy p gtw min tuu. mcm nk cubit2 mlut amer tu,.hha
min pon mnx lahh nmbe aku..aku trgak gak nk bg.
aku pk2 dlu..thwen tme nk cti kolah tengh taun tuu. amer ckp min nk nme btol2.
aku pon amer la krts kan n  bg tme nk blek tu kt amer..
n bla aku blek umhh..mcm besa lahh.tdooo..haha.
dlm kul 4 lbeyy..ada nmbe tak dikenali kn msg aku..said " salam nana..nie min niee"..hehehe
aku gelakk dlm hti sorg2.hahhaa
stat la msg ngn dy.niat bkwn ja lahh.
pastu2 dlm smggu jgk lah msg..
dlm hati ku dk kta adoii..mamat nie mmg nk bg aku cair kt dy..ayt mmg jiwang abehh.,,n mmg aku cair pon..hhehe,,esk tu bdk sp kna p SMT teluk intan,perak.
tme pg tuu, min mai class aku..1st time bertentang mta ngn dy..makkkk, tkutnyaa..aku plg tkut tgk mta laki yg xbpa knal..aku tnduk jaa..mmg cerious3 maluu gilooo.
kwn2 aku lakk p ttp tgkp ngn pintu sumaa. biaq aku n min dlm class tuu.clss aku lahh5ag1.aku nk mngess tme tu, nk jerit sumaa nk luruh jntung pon adaa..hahaha
yg aku ingt ada izah, amer n spa lg tahhkt luar dk intip km.
aku maluuuuuuuuuuuuu..huhuhu
min dgn slambernya kn..ckp kt aku jum kpel..
haaa?? apakah ini? hahaha
aku terkejutt..suma wt aku luruh jntungg..haishh
aku pon tak dn nk pk apa dahh. dlm hti aku ckp yaa..n i said yess lahh.hehe
km pon stat lah kpel..mmg mniss tme awal..
bla lma cket stat lah gduhh..n kpel brek sumaa..haihhh
but we still together till now..n ilove him so much!
mcm2la hadiah dy bg kt aku.aku hargai sgt2.
mmg dy mguasai hati aku..mmg dy ja smpe bla2..

n skg dy nk prgi stdy dhh,,
aku xdpt mna lg..sgt lahh cdeyy..
kmrin 18 may 2011 km kuar date..
mmg best lahh..km spent tme together,,
dy bg aku rantai dy..supaya aku ra dy ada di sisi aku sll..n selamanya..
aku pon bg sumthn kt dy..n sweet but sebakk jgkkk..psni msg2 p stdy pyh dh nk jmpa..
n km mmg mrancang msa dpn km..km nk bsama smpe akhr hyt.;))

so abg..bby nk bg tw bby sygg n cinta sgt kt abg..
by jnji stia ngn abg..
bby jji xkn bwt bnda abg xska..
those are my promises..n iloveu till my last breath,..:)
abg jga dri k..igt jnji kta..
                                                               ; love_ baby..

im not a weak girl oke?

olla.so today is my bad day.
but im strong like im always said.
yess..so lets be kedah-ian.

aku sgt2 la heart broken rite now.
but i hve 2 face it rite.
i dono wht 2 say. we'll just crashed yeah!
im not hepy lahh. aku sgt cdeh crius aku ckp.
tp aku STRONG girl!
im always accept my fate! although i don want it.
im not so lucky girl.
tiap hari mst ada ja msalah yg timpa aku.
aku try push dri aku spya tak ngess mcm org gla.
n i can. can u hear me, i don cry too much lahh.
tp cket2 lahh. yess.aku xmw ngess, but myb aku ngess jgk. myb i can release all the problem.
n im so stressed up rite now.
myb we didnt mean to each other.
aku ttw nk ckp pa skg.
seriosly aku hnya blakon hepy dpn fmily aku. aku bsuh mka aku tiap kali kuaq dr bilek. aku senyum di dpn cermin. evrything i had done! but...not work at all.
myb aku plu time. n aku hrp mmpi bruk ini akan pulih.
aku xpnh ada dndam. aku just let it go.
tp aku xley tpu dri aku yg aku sgt la sygkan dy, aku cntakan dy. tp useless..
dhh, from now..aku kna lpakan dy. aku kna kuatkan dri aku.
semua dh HANCURR!

so ni la luahan hati aku. aku lega dpt lpskan dlm blog aku niee.
so bye.asalamualaikum

                                       

mcm sodapp..nk try..hahaaa

MASAK PAPRIK CAMPUR :)) YUMMYYYY

Bahan-Bahan:
1 ketul ayam (bahagian dada)-potong kecil sedikit daging - potong nipis 5 ekor udang 5 ekor sotong - potong bulat sayur- 1 btg jagung muda,1btg kacang panjang, sedikit bunga kobis, sedikit carrot, 1 biji tomato.½ labu bawang besar(potong panjang) 4 ulas bawang putih - ketuk 2 batang serai - ketuk 4 helai daun limau purut - carik	2 biji cili merah,1 labu bawang besar,3 ulas bawang merah, 1 biji tomato, - kisar 3 sudu minyak masak 3 sudu sos tiram, 1 sudu sos cili, 1 sudu sos tomato 2 sudu kicap manis 1 sudu kecil tepung jagung garam, gula, serbuk perasa.
Cara:
tumis bwg putih yg diketuk, bila wangi masukkan bahan kisar, sos tiram,sos cili, dan sos tomato. bila pecah minyak masukkan ayam, daging, udang dan sotong, masukkan serai dan daun limau purut. tambah sedikit air. bila hampir masak masukkan sayur-sayuran dan kicap manis dan tepung jagung(utk memekatkan kuah) sesuaikan rasa.
Cadangan Hidangan:
hidang bersama nasi putih.
Tambahan:
jika nak lebih pedas, masukkan cili padi yang diketuk bersama-sama sayur. COPY PASTE JERKK!! :)

imiss all the sweet memories :)) agriculture students!

assalamulaikum!! hye2..hoi2..imiss all my frends..:((

TITI HAYUN~2010~

hehehe..seriuosly i loike this pic..so hepyy..love this moment..:)) ilove all my frends 4eva!!

yehaa..bestttttttttttt...lovelovelovelove!!

n now at upm yeahh!! :))

my frennnnndddddddddddssssssssssss :))

lovelovelove!

:))

WERKKKK!! HHA

ilove astech n astechian!! :))

bhhahaaha :)

WEIRDO!!

:))

JUST FINISHED SPM 2010! ;P

DEAR FRENDS..MYB THS IS OUR LAST MEMORIES..

ONE DAY, I HOPE ALL OF US WILL MEET AGAIN..

WE ALL WILL SUCCEED OKE!

STRVE 4 SUCCESSFULL :))

ILOVE ALL OF U!

ASSALAMUALAIKUMM.

PEACE!

iloveu sygg :))

hello2..ahhaa

ok..abdul muhaimin..now abt u..

err..just smple..coz no time rite now..nxt tme i'll tell our journey of love from the beginng oke?

hee..just simple words..u my man! iloveu so much! n imissu! mmuahhhh3x..

actually all in my heart..if u love me, u can read it..hahhaa..*mgc..soooooooo

" Love is not finding someone to live with, It's finding someone

 you can't live without."

" He HoLds mE whEn I sTaRt To CrY
MaKeS mE sMiLe WiTh jUsT hIs EyEs
ShArEs My HoPeS, dReAmS, fEaRs
He WiPeS aWaY aLL mY tEaRs
I LoVe HiM wIth nO rEgReT

ILOVEU SO MUCH!

missing pics.haha

okeokeokeoke..thumps up!

PEACE :))

clear my mind :))

assalamualaikum...
seriuosly im so hepy today.u know wht i've just spent  time at my kampung..kg gerigis..wth my fmily.:)))
i want to cheer up myself..everythng is just chill..n i dont wana be too tension thnking of stdy matter r wtever.
seriously i love children :)n u knw wht i like 2 play color2 wth them..story to them coz i think children understand me more thn adults. u should try it at home.hahaha..soo..today i've spent tme wth my f2 n 4 years old cousn. today was awsomee man!!! :DD bhahhahahaaah!!i took some picturess with them..tht is ugly..brrr;;~juz me
n i've suggested 2 everybody..juz go to kg gerigis if u feel crazy all the tme like me.yehaa..hahaaha..i love laughhing..n im hepy although im not so lucky..:DD PEACE 


here are some crazy n funneyy pctures! ;p

heheehehe..ths is my kazenn..i dono wht he tryin to do..but it funneeyyy..iloveit. :)) call him apit.

hahaaahah.. me n my kazenn.sory tikahh.mrh apit..ur face not in the cmera. ;p!! the pctures was not good.taken by apit! :))

the place 4 me??

today n yesterday.................................
i keep thinking about my studies.....
yess lahh..everybody wnt 2 continue their stdy 2 oversea,university r matrix rite?
so do i!!
actually im quite sad.bcause  my rsult was not so good.
it also my mistake. n  i only got 5A'S.:(( 
but i think i should be thankful 2 god.
mybe i dont have chance 2 further my stdy in matrix r overseas..but...
i hope tht on this 12 o'clock..where people smile coz they eligible 2 go 2 university..
i also can be the one of them..aminnnnnn YA ALLAH..
i cant sleep all nite think of this!
i know tht my parent have high expectation on me..but..its all about fate..
n i should be pleased wth the result..
i want to cry rite now! n i want to scream! but it was all useless dahhh rite?
so mak n abah..ples 4give me..coz i cant make u proud of me..
i very hope tht this 12 o'clock will fulfill my dreams..n it bcome truee..:))
soo..thts enough  nana..its time to get up! 
i have to accept the rsult. just pray :)
if i dont have the luck..sokayy..i will still continue my stdy elsewhre.
but my target is to study in university..thts all i want..AMINNNN. :)


so nana...WAKE UP FROM A LONG SLEEP!